nights like tonight

Sometimes on nights like tonight all I can do is just sit and cry, because everything I see and everything I hear reminds me of the fact that all my life I have had no one. Neither of my parents cared for me. My wife never loved me and I lost my daughter. Surely I am all alone and I truly believe if I should live another 50 years or another 50 days I will stay alone. Usually the reality of this doesn't weigh me down except for well nights like tonight.